What we used to be? Nice question...
I wish I hadn't to wonder about this... At least I know what I used to be during those years. Maybe I used to be the stupid one who used to care too much about a pathetic, spoilt kid like you. Maybe your stupid daddy was very busy making money to educate you properly. Maybe your stupid mom was too busy at church and bragging about your achievements to educate you like a normal person. Maybe nobody was intelligent enough to slap you or yell at you when you were a child. That's what made you a jerk, a man who pretends to be some kind of eternal youngster. Someone unable to take people seriously. A selfish moron who just thinks about his own interests and gives a hoot about other's feelings.
I may not be the best human on Earth, but I'm not a dragon lady, I'm not sick nor mad. I don't need to stay in a mental asylum, and certainly not because of you. I shouldn't be judged because of your OWN miseries.
You just used to be a pathetic womanizer, a poor idiot very unsure of himself who used to love to play dumb. You used to make me feel jealous of every single girl you know, even your insufferable classmate, who even flirt at you in front of me!!!!! How could it be?? Is this a joke?
You are like and eggplant, a vegetable I hate the most. You, and your stupid friends, your stupid classmate, your stupid family and all your freaking environment. Anyway, you're not the only spoilt baby I ever dated, but I wish you were the last one. I want a REAL MAN!!!! (by the other hand, ain't gonna give details about every single pig I dated before you). I don't care if the man I need is 10 years older than me, I just need a mature, rational one!!! I'm sick of stupid, arrogant babies like you, who pretend to be like Brad Pitt and have all the ladies at their feet (even taken ladies, c'mon!!! )
Did you want others to think that I'm a mentally-ill person just because you tried to cheat at me? You're were the real mentally-ill person here, trying to use other women to pester me, checking my profile on Linkedin, and even getting mad at my male workmates (even a gay one).
But it's easier to criticize without any basis, and speak because it's still for free. I don't have any disorder, I just wanted to take care of what is mine. And if there's something I can't stand, is a poor woman who wants to have a man, because anyone else already owns him. That girls are the ones who have such disorder in their minds, and so do you, because you allowed them to behave that way. All those ones were mentally-ill. And what about your family and friends, who used to encourage to keep on being a Jackass?
But it's easy: they just play the victim and you sympathize with them. And finally, I become the villain of the movie!!
It's okay, I won't be jealous anymore. I won't care about the one I love anymore. Because I don't want to be a mentally-ill dragon lady. Anyway, a REAL WOMAN would never set her eyes in an ignorant dumb-ass like you. I hope you still regret all the things you did for the rest of your life, of how stupid you used to be.
What we used to be? Maybe nothing real. Maybe a toxic couple, devoted to fail and throw precious time in the trash.
Maybe I wasted time on trying to understand your feelings, because I thought you felt the same way as me. Oh my God, I was wrong!!!
I do not believe that a man is worth so much as to have two women or a woman is worth so little to be the second choice, this is the best quote ever said, and my favourite one. I hope more men and more women were aware of what it really means, in order to not stumble over the same stone as you.